Here we go again in 2010

I listened to this message from Andy Stanley.   He said things like “Awareness drives discontentment”.  “Life is expensive, death is cheap.” and “If you live with the assumption that all of the extra you have is for your consumption, then you are greedy and miss the point.”

This is why I’m conflicted. I can’t find a happy medium.  It’s all or nothing.  I asked God to help me temper my response to what He is showing me.  Really?   Really?  He was not amused by that request.

What I meant was to help me NOT be a wet blanket to those around me.  Can I do this Christmas with love, joy, encouragement and still be less focused on the materialism of the thing?

OH YES I CAN.  In fact, I’ve realized that if I focus more on what I’m for, instead of what I’m against, then my joy is revealed.  Yep.  Have I ever mentioned that I’m a slow learner?  Duh.

I think if I spent less time thinking, life would be simpler.  Nevertheless….

Now I just have to figure out exactly what I am for.  What I do know, is that this year there will be more Christmas music.  More holiday baking.  More decorations, lights, Christmas movies.  Still not more shopping, but more time enjoying the traditions that involve family, friends, and Jesus.

After Christmas last year, Cameron said “It just didn’t feel like Christmas”.  :(   My bad.

Advent. The Advent Season. The Season of Advent.

Advent.  What is it?  Every time I hear that word I have to think about what it means exactly…something about expecting…anticipating.  ?  Preparing?  Something about Christmas and the days leading up to it.  There are calendars and wreaths you can buy or make.

This year I’m reading the Rediscovering Christmas reading plan on YouVersion (actually I’m reading it on my mobile device)  It includes reflection questions and action steps to center each day on Christ.  Which is awesome.

So what are you expecting from this season?  What are you preparing for?  The very first Christmas changed EVERYTHING.  Why does this Christmas have to be any different?    That’s what I’m expecting.

AND I watched the Advent Conspiracy video. Here is one of them (there are a few).  Be careful, it’ll mess you up.

Hey, What’s News?

I’ll be the first to admit that I don’t know a ton about what’s going on in the world today.  I do NOT watch the news.  or the president.  or any news related shows.   I read the newspaper on a rare occasion, and then I usually regret that I did.  Most of my news comes from facebook and Twitter.   I probably should be ashamed to admit that.   But what is news really? Especially in this day of the internet and social media, “news” spreads faster than wildfire in tidbits, tweets, links, and soundbites…how can it possibly maintain full integrity!?

News can be true, based on truth and mostly true, or just false.  I think that’s why I choose to avoid news programs…because news can be twisted or manipulated to fit into a story or slant, and I just don’t know what to believe.   I’m not typically a skeptical person, either…so I don’t know where this comes from.   I feel the same way about history—it’s told by PEOPLE who are PEOPLE–with flaws and biases.    Can we ever hear news or history in it’s truest form, or is it always an interpretation by the teller?   I always tell my kids to consider that when they are reading and studying history in school…I’m sure their teachers would love that idea.

Anyway…I was thinking about all of the recent natural disasters and tragedies and depravity that so many say point to the fact that we are living in the “end times”.   Is it really worse than it’s ever been?  Or do we just hear about it and SEE pictures and video of disaster in a more dramatic way than ever before?   I hear stories about the “perverse” things that man is doing today (2 Tim 3 describes what people will be like in the “last days”) and think back to bible stories in the Old and New Testament  of what people were like thousands of years ago.    In Genesis, God wiped out everyone but Noah and his family because the people had become so corrupt.  and then what about the Romans that Paul was talking about in Romans 1:18-32?  Are we really that much worse NOW?

Honestly, I don’t know the answers.  Either way, I’m ready. If Christ comes back today, I’m ready.  If He tarries, I’m ready to continue worshiping Him alone and encouraging others into a deeper, authentic relationship with God.   Whatever it takes.

What do you think?  Are we living in the end times the bible talks about?  Do you think about it?  Does it affect the way you live today?

Walk a Mile in our, um…Feet

This post is going to be told in pictures of feet.  Yep, pictures of feet.   Now let me say first off, that I do not have a foot fetish.  In fact, I neither love feet, nor hate them.    However, I did get a lovely pedicure before we left and so that might have fueled some of the foot photography desire.   Aaaaaannnd,  I have to admit, I was, no doubt, inspired by the beautiful cover of Salvaged, my new favorite book.

Did I mention here already that we went to the beach for vacation?  Oh, yeah, I think I did.  Here’s a brief run down of the highlights—or some of them anyway.

Clean, white sand.  Like sugar. and very very clean.  Apparently, the sand on Siesta Key is 99% quartz, giving it a white sugary appearance.  Anyway, it was gorgeous. Kevin walked and walked the beach–early mornings, evenings…  He could have stayed there all the time.

We rented kayaks one morning and went out for a 3 hour tour of Sarasota Bay and Turtle Beach.    It was our first time in kayaks (all of us) and other than being worn out, we did we really great!   We even drug two of the kayaks across Turtle Beach and into the Gulf and took turns paddling around in the waves.

These are Cory’s feet at Turtle Beach.  The sand here was darker than on Siesta Key beaches….more cinnamon sugary.  (and again sand sticks to everything wet)   There were a lot more shells on this beach than the other, too.

Here’s that pedicure I was a-talkin’ about.  I felt so pretty. :)

Here’s Cameron’s feet walking on the beach.  She also could have stayed there forever.  She was fascinated by all of it.  When I would watch her, sometimes she would just be scouring the beach with her eyes, looking for shells or other interesting things that came in from the ocean.  When she was in the water, she was looking down, often with her goggles on, no doubt searching for fish, shells, and who know what else. And then sometimes, she would be scanning the horizon, probably looking for signs of dolphins or manatees.   I would LOVE to hear what she’s thinking.    She’s so thoughtful and introspective (are those the same thing?).

One of the coolest things we did was parasailing.  It was extravagant and adventurous for us, but soooo worth it.  A boat took us from the bay out to the Gulf and we were “launched” from that boat, sailed 1000 ft over the water, and then brought back down on that boat.  We didn’t even get wet.  The view from up high was amazing.  You could see the whole island, plus animals in the water–we saw dolphins, shark, and stingray!   I don’t have any pictures of just feet in the air, but here’s a shot that Cameron took of Pebbles the dog standing on my feet on the boat back from the Gulf.  (Pebbles belonged to the boat driver)

What a summer it’s been and this was a great way to end it.   With our kids getting older, we’re feeling the need to savor every moment!!

Beach vacation observations

Just a couple of observations from someone who is not a regular beach goer.  Call me a novice.  or a dabbler.  Yeah, I’m a beach dabbler.  I like that.

  • Getting sunburn on the first day of vacation is bad.  Continued sun exposure on sunburned skin is badder.
  • Not everyone is as concerned about their less than tight abs as I am.    I don’t know if this is good or not, but it certainly reveals that I care waaaaay toooo much about my the size of my thighs, or the squishy spot between my chest and my shoulder.    Apparently I think everyone is looking at and judging me.  Yeah, I’m not self-absorbed.  at all.
  • I’m usually all for the less-is-more philosophy as it applies to packaging, words, sun exposure, etc., but as far as clothing on the beach is concerned, less is NOT more.  Wow.  O_o
  • A little sand is too much sand.  I was seriously excited to get home to Oklahoma where there wasn’t sand in and on everything.  Although I feel quite exfoliated, I also felt quite gritty for 7 straight days.
  • There really isn’t much that’s more relaxing than laying on a towel on the beach under a shade umbrella with no where to be and nothing to do.  Nowhere.  Nothing.
  • It feels perfectly legitimate to eat ice cream or drink iced mint mocha’s everyday on vacation.  Every.day.  Not a darn thing wrong with that.
  • I love my family.    We’re perfect for each other.  :)

What if?

in Genesis 22, God asks Abraham to take his only son Issac to a mountain and sacrifice him as a burnt offering. He obeys.  I love how this story is told with just the basic facts…very matter of fact.  When I read it, I imagine all of the emotions that must have been in play. Even when obedience is the obvious choice, there can still be questioning, turmoil, pain, and resistance. Abraham’s faith is unwavering in the story, but we’re left to imagine what is going on inside his head.

…and then there’s Issac. He obviously trusts his dad and was no doubt brought up to trust his God, but at the point where he is tied up and laid on the pile of wood, you would think he would have to be having his doubts. I can’t help but imagine crying, maybe screaming, perhaps a hint of panic in his eyes. (likely more than a hint!)
But if you know the story, it all works out in the end. God calls it off and provides a ram for sacrifice instead. He tells Abe that because of his faith, his descendants will be like the stars.  My question is “what if he had not obeyed”? what if he had said “No God, what you ask is too much. Remember the circumstance of Issacs birth? It’s too much. too hard.”
What has God asked you to do that you think is too hard? or too much?  What blessings might you be missing out on??  Decide today to obey…sacrificially if necessary.

A Desire to Control

In Genesis 3, God describes His punishment for Adam and Eve eating the “forbidden fruit”.  Verse 16 describes Eve’s punishment specifically.  I remember the part about the childbirth being painful (thanks, Eve), but the next sentence stood out to me.  I read it in several different versions even.  The New Living Translation says something radically different than the others, in my opinion.

This one is the New Living Translation.

Then he said to the woman,
“I will sharpen the pain of your pregnancy,
and in pain you will give birth.
And you will desire to control your husband,
but he will rule over you.”

This one is the King James Version.

“Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.”

In the first it says that woman will desire to control her husband and in the next it says woman’s desire will be for her husband.  Two VERY different concepts.  Initially, I was like, “Oh, so that’s why I’m so bossy”.  and then after I read the other translations I was just confused.  Did part of the punishment include making woman only attracted to her husband??  Cuz that does NOT seem the case in the world today.

Thoughts?  Explanations?  Clarifications?

Good thing I don’t get too hung up on little things like this.  I more than realize that I’m not smart enough to understand EVERYTHING in the bible.  By faith, I believe that it’s completely true, whether I understand it or not.

Things I want to do before Summer is Over

I’m making a list.  Everyday is important.  It’s Summer.  I love summer.  Which makes sense, I guess…I was born in summer.  So, here’s a list of things I want to do before summer is over this year.

  • Make homemade ice cream.  I say this every year but hardly ever do it.  Cameron says she doesn’t like it.  whatever, I’m making some.  It’ll probably have Reese’s cups in it…or Butterfinger.
  • Shakespeare in the Park.  I LOVE this.  We did it last year and the whole thing was dreamy.  The setting-Myriad Gardens, downtown OKC. The play–it was Hamlet. The company-just me and my hubby.  Romeo and Juliet starts in August and I already have my tickets bought!
  • Scrunch sand between my toes.–I’m not much for swimming in the ocean, but I love to look at it from the beach…or a boat.  Next week I’ll take care of this little item.
  • Take a boat on the Bricktown canal.  I never get tired of doing this.  and I don’t care if it is 500 degrees outside.
  • Eat enough blueberries to make my poop blue.  I have never been as crazy about blueberries as I have this summer.  I put some on my cereal one morning and it was like a party in my mouth!  oh. my.    Gradually, the cereal-to-blueberry ratio in my bowl has been tilting in favor of the berry.  I was kidding about the blue poop thing, btw.
  • Use the fire pit in our backyard about 100 more times.  Remember it?  We built it last year.  Here’s a refresher. It’s  waaaaaay cool. and I love it.  Feels like camping in the backyard with the sound of locusts in the trees…so relaxing and it just screams SUMMER!

That’s all I can think of right now.  Time’s a-wastin’!

Bible Reading Plan-The Essential 100

I just started a new bible reading plan and I’m very excited about it!   It’s called the Essential 100 Challenge and consists of 50 passages from the Old Testament and 50 passages from the New Testament to give you a complete overview of the bible–without having to read the WHOLE thing.  That excites me.  Sort of in the same way that peanut butter and chocolate combined in any way excites me.  Yeah, like I long for it.  I want it all at once and over and over again.  Like that. OK…moving on.

I’m trying to imagine what someone who doesn’t know me would think if they stumbled upon my blog posts.  or, for that matter, people who know me.

Anyway, it sounds really cool.  The Essential 100. {said in an announcer-type voice}–  Sort of like a daily vitamin.

And I like the idea of getting the big picture that this reading plan promises.  I’m a big picture kinda girl.  I’m always wanting to “zoom out” of a situation to put things into perspective.  It helps me deal.

Try it here.

I’ll try anything once

Well, maybe not anything.  For example, I won’t try octopus, caning, or base jumping..not even once.  never (and I don’t use that word lightly)

Recently, I’ve tried eating sauerkraut for the health of my small intestine (gross), running(thumbs up), acupressure (definitely works), and oil pulling(weird).   I’m sure there are lots of other things I could mention here, but my memory is failing me–what else is new, right?  I’ve also eaten alligator.  Fried alligator.  Yuck.  Anyway,  my most recent foray into the strange and unusual alternative medicines, is the oil pulling.  It’s the practice of swishing oil around in your mouth for 20 minutes at a time to rid your body of toxins.  The whole time I was doing it, I kept thinking, “this doesn’t make any sense”.   But I googled it, and everything I read, led me to think it was worth a try.  It can cure everything from headaches and acne to arthritis and cancer.  (yeah, right!)  I’ll try it for a couple of weeks and let you know if anything comes of it.  I know you’ll be anxious to hear the full report. ha.

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