Oh my gosh, I have a teenager. This reality is hitting me more and more lately. Cory’s 14. The other day I noticed his Adam’s apple protruding a bit more than before. He has some little blemishes on his face. His voice is getting even deeper. He’s as tall as me. Oh, my. In a flash, he’ll be driving, graduating high school, choosing a career path, maybe college. He’ll want to have a girlfriend. and so much more.
He’s desperately trying to stretch his wings of independence. I am desperately trying to keep him close and safe. I hear frequently about some kid that has a freak accident doing something silly…diving in a backyard pool, hit by a car doing the Chinese fire drill, walking down the street, riding a scooter, or whatever. All of these stories make me want to protect him and tell him “no” when he wants to walk to McDonalds or 7-11, or go jogging with his friends. But, I know I have to let go. I see the growth in him when I trust him enough to let him go. I’m so proud of the man he’s becoming.
So, for now, the fear I have for his safety, is being decidedly handed over to the Lord. It will drive me to be a passionate prayer warrior on his behalf. Anyway, I’ve been looking for a way to make praying for my kids a consistent routine. I guess this’ll do.
Posted by roger on August 21, 2008 at 10:00 am
I am not far away from this day. Not looking forward to it